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тeѕѕ ([personal profile] justgo) wrote2013-08-01 12:17 am

IC CONTACT.



It's Tess. State your business and give me time to get back to you.

[ beep. ]
vaccination: (control.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
[She seriously thinks she is. There's bile burning the back of her throat, and she feels lightheaded. It's too much. She turns at Tess' touch, but looks over towards the bedroom.]

Maybe I'll just blow chunks on his fucking pillow--
vaccination: (swear.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
[So many hugs, lately. Hugs from Tess are different from hugs from Steph. Steph's a friend, she supposes, but still so shiny and new to her. She lives with Tess. Tess knows her habits by now, knows her well. It's harder to keep it together with that familiarity. She heaves a big, unsteady breath against Tess' shoulder, then starts to pull away to go to the sink, away so that she doesn't have to look at her.]

I told him not to fall on a metal pole. What the fuck is wrong with me?
vaccination: (break.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Ellie braces herself over the sink. She doesn't touch the tap, not yet.]

You mean if he comes back.
vaccination: (decline.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 09:08 am (UTC)(link)
You mean what, the truth? It's a possibility. We don't know what the hell is going on.
vaccination: (wipe.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 09:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Ellie groans and presses her forehead against the edge of the sink. She hates not being able to do anything right now. Suddenly she's back in the basement of that cabin, sitting on the dusty floor, waiting. Waiting for death, waiting for a miracle.]

Fuck.
vaccination: (worry.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 09:48 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. [If there's a single person at fault for this, Ellie will kill them. She's bash their head in.]

... yeah.

[God, she misses him.]
vaccination: (down.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 10:29 am (UTC)(link)
[She shakes her head. She has a hard enough time falling asleep most nights. Now?]

Not yet.

[She might not admit it, but that touch is soothing. Tess is pretty different than Joel, for obvious reasons, but Ellie's coming to find her attempts to comfort her aren't too bad.]
vaccination: (ask.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
[A pause, and a small nod. Their bed. Just the other night she found herself in there, looking for comfort like a little kid. She cried like a baby because she was tired. She'd give anything to go back to that moment, when she felt safe and secure and her little world made sense.]

Yeah, I'll--ah, sounds good. I'll head in soon.

[Right now, it sounded like waiting was the plan. She fucking hated it, but she knew better than to run off on her own again.]
vaccination: (sniper.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 10:58 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. I actually think I'm going to take a shower, first. I feel muddy.

[Warm water sounds good right now, and while she's tired, she knows she's not going to fall asleep. Not when he's out there, somewhere.

She wishes she could be more reassuring, more positive for Tess, but she just doesn't have it in her.]
vaccination: (count.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 11:13 am (UTC)(link)
I think I'll pass.

--thanks, though. Maybe in the morning.

[Or maybe not. Food is the last thing on her mind.]
vaccination: (sunshine.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 11:28 am (UTC)(link)
[Fuck, Ellie. Try harder. Tess deserves that much. If she can muster up something for Steph, she can do so for Tess.]

I... I just know it's not us. We didn't make this happen.

[Maybe it's her, but she knows it's not Tess. Ellie leans her side against the sink, arms folded.]

He said that having you around helps. It helps him. Even if he was in one of his stupid moods, he wouldn't throw that away.
vaccination: (cans.)

[personal profile] vaccination 2013-09-13 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Looks like they're both having a hard time believing their reassurances. But Ellie nods again, certainly wanting to believe that Joel cared about her as much as she cared about him, needed her as much as she needed him.]

You're one to talk.

[Ellie doesn't exactly smile, but she puts a hand on Tess' arm before stepping away. Fine. She'll go shower.]

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